i was sad and hurt

and was looking for somewher else tht i could say this other than LJ

cos these days it's getting inconvenient to blog ther anymore

why cant they allow certain entries to certain friends and not ALL friends

man...

im rlly affected. and i wna say something to someone. juz someone. other than th same ppl. i feel so sry for him.

i thought i could handle this alone. i thought. yea. thought. but now i give up

i cant do it anymore

i've tons and tons of homework, my grandmother is driving me to hell, maybe this is hell. and this problem comes now. with all of us in it. and it seems that we cant seem to get out.

im scared. and tired. pls someone help me.

hey i created another blog
cos i thnk blogdrive's template's veh difficult to manage...
blogspot's much easier
and also becos i'm stupid lah
i admit it
go
damnar.blogspot.com
but i'll update this blog tgr
:)

enough
i have my own life ok? if u don realise that
and please go get ur fat ass of the sofa and leave me alone
stop checkin' on me & thnking u noe me all
u're noboday
go get ur own life
stop all those shit u're doing
i'm pissed

WHY ME??? and always me????
who the fuck will care abt it?????
who the hell eva gives a damn abt my thoughts???????
how fair the fucking world appears to be
GREAT
thanks for all!!!
THANK YOU SO DAMN LOT

and who eva actualli cares when i'm here or where i'm??? being 101% more stupid than ani creature on earth
wad shit actualli thnk abt me?? the pathetic idiot who's askin' to be heard and cared for???!!
who actualli knows how mani tons & million litres of tears i've shed?  for ur information, IT CAN FLOOD THE WORLD!!!!!
lyk u care??? u know??? and stop actin' like u know me all
            

                                                  
                                                               <dont eva choose 2 be lyk me>

DAMN
i saw the pics papa sent me
argh
filled wiz misery & regrets...
for fuck's sake
why had i chosen to be here, to do this, ended up bein' nothin' but worse than a piece of shit...
feeling worse than sai...
fuck the system
fuc the difference
FUCK


                                                                          <dont eva choose 2 be lyk me>

i've been feeling veri veri lethargic lately...especially in school. donno why the teachers' voice foreva seem to me like a lulaby, causing my eyelid to fight.
haish i realised i miss my bed so much.
i didn come online ystd so i shall blog abt ystd. aft sch wh and i decided to head to town.since we got nothing to do.
first we went to wisma atria...then we were hungry and decided to grab a bite. when we're going to taka...we saw jiaxu and peishi. haha they're going to cine.
well. we spent quite a long tm pondering over what to eat. i wanted to eat so mani things suddenly and realised the space in my stomach's limited.
aft walking for bloody long and feeling more hungry than eva, we finally decided that we, as students, shld eat sth healthier & more economical==yoshinoya.
well i had porridge and wh ate salmon.
nxt we bought ice-cream=tiramisu and chocolate cookies. it's veri veri nice. but sadly, it started melting very fast the instant we stepped out of taka. under the strong 30<degrees C  sunlight, our ice-cream melt at an amazing rate. wenhui's ice-cream dripped all the way from the exit of taka to the entrance of heren. poor thing...i had a hard tm controlling my laughter cos her ice-cream kept flyin' out from the cup everitm she tried to scoope it. and she's whining lyk a wenhui...:D (haish my ou xiang as usual)
HAHAHAHA
then we went to the Heren and start planning wad 2 buy 4 juat.
but we didn get her anithing.(haha paiseh juat)

when we're on our way to the mrt, we saw this man...one of those doing charity ones. well we told him we're twins...guess what...he believed us and claimed tht we 2 look alike!! i donno if he's being atupid or acting ignorant...anyway i don wan to talk abt what happen later cos it makes my blood boil. (like i said...i don noe if the moronic guy's acting stupid or making an effort to be smart)

aniway the nxt part refer to wenhui's blog.

today sch passed real fast...
so fast tht i slept throughout maths and phy lesson. haha cos both teachers're not in school...donno y...but i realised it's so coincidental...

lol non of my business aniway

i had a dream in class today. it's sth abt sch i thnk. cant rmb clearly what's it's abt...all i can recall is our dearest madm lim coming to wake me up and asked me for my compo...cos i nv gave her last fri...well it's stupid i noe.
well we got bck our chinese paper aft sch...sigh
i dont noe what to say...jia you ba ppl

i'm now still disgusted by the smell of liquor and durian. YUCK it pains me 2 juz thnk abt wad happen...
someone nearly throw up onto me aft gulping down one whole bottle of champagne mixed wiz beer...and she had a lot of durian b4 tht...oh did i forget to mention how heavenly the vomit smells???
OMG
that's gonna haunt me for the rest of my life...

the weather looked nice...feel lyk swimming later on!! :D

wells i woke up at 8 this morning and i had no idea y. considering the fact tht i slept at 2...8 is pretty earli 4 me.
aniway i shld write abt the dance ystd. :)

simin and i went to marina square ystd to support noe at the anti-drug dance competition. it started @ ard 12.
when we went there it's packed with all the performers and their supporters and of course the kaypo members of the public.
we tried to find a place on the second floor. the fact tht i'm so "tall" really put me in quite a disadvantage.
then we found this corner. there's onli a lady carrying a baby standin' there. so we two happily went to stand behind this lady. and in no time i found out y onli a lady stood here. she's singing CLEARLY & LOUDLY to the baby in her arms! well that's still fine with me.
she's swaying her whole body constantly and continuously for no reason.
and she's bloody oblivious to the fact that her enormous head and rotund body can actually block the ppl behind her.
irritated. i tried to hint to her tht she shld stop moving...but sadly, she's too engross in her singing. what the hell...
both of us gotta sway our bodies tgr wiz her but in an opposite direction juz to see the stage. i got the urge 2 rub simin's spanish nougat ice-cream onto her bushy hair cos it kept brushing my nose and made me wanna sneeze. (but i didn of course--for the fact tht we shld behave lyk a civilised 21 century creature)
aft a while we gave up and went to look for another spot.
the dance was great. the performers're awesome. and i love nj's performance. theirs was rather special cos they included ballet and hip-hop. simin even recorded the whole dance. :))

my computer died juz now for @#$%^&* reason and now i gotta retype EVERYTHING

VERI GOOD
well...nvm
i'm veri tired now
2day siminT and i went to marina sqare to support noe at the anti-drug dance competition. the dances were awesome. they were great!
i have done a very long entry b4 the com died and i'm definitely not gonna type it AGAIN cos i'm too worn out by EVERYTHING
so tmr if i'm in the mood i'll tell you more abt the dance...

shit damn com and internet

oh and btw
la-di-da.blogdrive no longer exits now
it's damna.blogdrive.com now
so do go and read and and comment